| Liiiiife. So I was having this crazy dream & haven't been able to get back to sleep...so here I am on xanga at 4am. it's been awhile...
Big news <3 I am going back home to the Dominican Republic in August. This has been a long time coming & like..a long wait. 2 long. I actually bought my ticket tonight..so it is all set. I will be there for awhile soooo. I am happy.
This summer is definitly not typical for me. I work everyday from 7-3..thaaan I work more for a few of my clients until about 8ish and then i come home & hang out with my mom. I feel bad I have seriously been neglecting my friends buuut. I just want to see her, really. *shrug.
This has definitly been a year full of challenges. (mistakes, losses, sadness...bad stuff in general.) There are definitly things I wish happend differently, I had done differently, etc...but No regrets. I know that everything is for the best & that Jah does & will definitly guide & protect me. 1 thing I have learned 2 well is that when u in the face of opposition u just look it right back in the eyes & find a way to work it out or fight it out- but this is how God makes u stronger. If u run it's just going 2 stab you in the back. ***Ne way I guess in the middle of all this chaos you could say I've found some peace. Always praying for wisdom these days.
It's crazy when you grow up & all the sudden you turn around & see that you are almost a completley different person. Buuut you know that seriously isn't a bad thing.
Jah Bless & I hope you living well <3 <3
<3 t |
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| Only GOD can judge me so im gon, Either love me, or leave me alone.
<3 tamara
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| 1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? wow you had a rough night lil lady
2. How much cash do you have on you? *shrug. i usually use my debit card. plastic sort of gal.
3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST" best
4. Favorite planet? earth
5. What is one reason the number 13 is considered "UNLUCKY "? friday the 13th?
6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? lovers & friends
7. What are you wearing?: pjs...including the "the man who came to dinner" shirt
8. Do you label yourself? not really...
9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing. bare foot. wore old navy flip flops earlier.
10. Are you in a Bright or Dark Room? neither. like its dim...very pretty soft light
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey? she is one of the best people that i've known in my life even though our relationship is awkward somtimes...she pritty much rocks (amanda)
13. What were you doing at midnight last night? typing a paper
14. What did your last text message you received say? "call me when your finished"-tony
15. Where is your nearest 7-11? i dont know if they have those in nebraska
16. What's a saying that you say a lot? "i don't know"
17.Who told you they loved you last? wilson reyes
18. Last furry thing you touched? umm. my coat i think
19. How Many Drugs Have You Done In The Past three Days? none
20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? none
21. Favorite age you have been so far? 17
22. Your worst enemy? meeee myselfs and i
24. What was the last thing you said to someone? to anallisa- "I don't know what to do..but thank you for taling to me about it"
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly, which would you choose? fly
26. Do you like someone? well i should hope so considering i am engaged
27. The last song you listened to? touchin- Rkelly |
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| Yeah...but it's not all that simple. |
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| i would just like to mention that mark miller is a loser...we got through 2.5 math problems in 52 minutes because he can't stop talking about his life "philosiphy" and focus on teaching us what we need to learn to be successful.
i don't like him |
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